Suzy's comments @ Park Jin Young's Party People
My contract with JYP Entertainment has expired last March, and I had a tough time deciding my future direction. I didn't know if I had to stay with people I'm familiar with or I had to make a fresh start with new people. As a result, I decided to stay with people who have helped me since I debuted. I'll do my utmost with them, and even if it was a false choice, I still have a chance to make a fresh start later.
Before appearing in "Dream High", I cried a lot in a car because I really didn't want to appear in the drama. Actually, I never thought of making a debut as an actress at the time. In addition, I felt a lot of pressure because I had to play the lead role in the drama. And after finishing filming the drama, I thought to myself, I will never act again. However, I became confident after making an appearance in "Architecture 101" in 2012.
When I was a trainee, I couldn't even see Park Jin Young. I really wanted to see him. I met him for the first time when I made a contract with JYP Entertainment. I tried not to blink my eyes at that time because I thought he must have liked confident people. And I still can't forget the day when I recorded "Bad Girl, Good Girl". I had to record just one word "Hello" for about 8 hours, and I broke into tears after finishing recording the song.
I know I'm in a very happy situation, but it's not that simple. I think there's no real right answer about happiness. I feel so calm even when I win prizes. So, I've been trying to look for what makes me happy, and I've also been trying to be a good person. And I totally agree with the lyrics of "Pretending to be happy", and that's why I was close to tears often when I recorded the song. Just like the lyrics, I sometimes feel scary because I always have to be self-conscious.
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